Tired

I am tired...


I swear, these long nights of DJing are starting to get to me. Two years ago it used to be easy, fun staying out late, I could stay out till 4-5am with no problems. Now, I feel like it's starting to catch up with me. I always feel tired, but when I do sleep, it's never good sleep.

I envy people that have regular 9-5 jobs. These people go to work all day, but when the day is done, they don't have to worry about bringing their work back home with them, and they can just chill for the rest of the day. With everything going on in my life, I feel like I never have a free moment to spare, and when I do take the time to watch TV or do something recreational, I feel guilty for doing it because I know I can be using that time to do something more productive...


so once again...I am tired...